I don't know what to do...

I have been feeling so much better lately. I don't like my situation. I am happy things have have happened the way that they have, but at the same time I worry that maybe I am not doing the right thing. I mean so far I am stable and doing the best that I can. It's hard to be as perfect as I usually expect from myself. I am trying to be confident in myself. After feeling like being silent for so long. I just feel like I am on the right path but I don't know where I am going. I want to do so much. I am taking breaths and realizing and knowing that things are not overnight. It's so hard not thinking that what you are doing is right. (I even analyzed that sentence) I just don't like being wrong. I always felt like things were pointed out to me because I was wrong. I hated being wrong. Feeling forever failing, when I am finally on my feet I hope I am doing well, I still doubt. I am scared it will happen again. Failure is my kryptonite. But being an individual is different. Just because what I think and who I am are different than what other people think doesn't mean that I am wrong. Facts and opinions are different. Sometimes its just hard to tell if something is someone stating their opinion or someone telling you that what you are doing is wrong and what you think are wrong.

Breathe...

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Life happens. Even if I plan what I was going to type/am typing, might come out different. No one gets all of the answers right, or why would they even bother to grade the answers?

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