Woot! Knocked another guy out of dating me! I used to get upset about that, but honestly if you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best.
Jess and I got our tattoos yesterday, I love mine and Jess loves hers too. I want to get the other two I want to get, the heart "sewn" on my sleeve. The other being the Daughter of the Forest tattoo. I'm excited because I know what I want to be on there and I think that Adam would be able to do what I want it to look like. It's going to have to be in a couple months though, I got medicaid back so that's $99 more a month, so I want to take that first $99 and buy mom's tattoo, then I want my heart, then the last one.
On a different note, I got drunk last night. I haven't done that, god, I really don't know how long it's been. I had fun, didn't throw up, and I had fun with my best bud.
I am very lucky I have such good friends. I hope they never feel like I take them for granted, because of all of the things that have happened to me, I don't know what I would have done without them by my side, holding my hand.
I had to get an earlier appointment with Dr. Hanson. I feel fine one day and suicidal the next day. Today is a good day, but that doesn't mean that tomorrow I won't be looking for a razor. These days that I have been having is making me feel the worst. Its such a horrible feeling that I don't know how to fix it. We did that group focusing on me, but it was hard to implement what they said to do, the only things that made sense to me were the ones that I already do. Hopefully when I do go see the doctor she can figure out what is out of whack and I will start to feel better again.
I'm running around back and forth so more on all this later Bloggie :D
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