I have been talking to people about you so much. Jess told me we are all bringing sunflowers to your funeral because you were pure sunshine. You would die on Friday the 13th. That was a bittersweet laugh. I told Dave I loved him. It's been years since we were ever like that. I just don't feel mad at him anymore. I want everyone here for the funeral. I hope everyone can fly in. It's like a shit storm that's been piling up and piling on. I am trying to hold onto the ride but I feel like letting go. ... I can't and I won't. I am extremely sad that I will never get to hang out with him again. I bought an Alf shirt. I hope you appreciate it. I will never forget it forever on you (the one I got was close) and always fun times when you were around. I'm glad that through this you kinda brought us all back together.
It's so difficult. Everything piling on. I'm trying o lean on everyone because right now I can't stand on my own.
I havent been able to sleep and it's hitting hard today for some reason.
I think I'm going to force myself to sleep soon.
:( this ALL sucks.
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About Me
- Crayzie Amy
- Hello there. My name is Amy. I am 28 years old. I have bipolar disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and I am fucking confused in god damn love. I was hospitalized at least 4 times for depression and suicidal idiation and 1 attempt. (that I came very close to succeeding) I hope to one day soon write a book, possibly a memoir about what I have been through and I hope that in doing so I am able to help or change one life. Oh, and by the way, I am one weird mother fucker :)
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