I am having a rough time right now...

LWhen I saw Dr. Handing and told her how I was getting overwhelmed and that I am a difficult time at school, meaning that I am dealing with a lot more homework than I thought I was going. To get,but I don't want to quit I am just nervous it will be too much. I have been keeping up with homework except I should be working on my essay but I cant get myself to do it. I am so down and I just want to sit in my pjs. It is bothering me that I am having such a hard time and its killing me I might fuck up in school because of my illness. I keep trying to do what I can but some things are slacking. I am afraid to sleep again and I am so tired and don't know howto fix it. I am so confused on what the right thing to do is. I am just trying to keep my head above water. I like the new mad because it makes me feel better but I am groggy at the same time. Im hoping tonight it wont be so scary.