*sigh*

i think this is a good idea but at the same time i am having cold feet. i think i am making the right decision. i hope i am.

i have talked to him and he said yes. step one down.

the next step is finding out when i ovulate and going from there.

i am going to start trying in the end of july.

i hope i am going to be ok without my medication for almost a year, or more depending on when i can get knocked up.

i found the bedding that i want to use and when its confirmed that i am pregnant i am past the first trimester i am ordering it. i would add it to my registry but i am going to register at babies r us and its not in stock there anymore so i am going to have to order it off of amazon.

i wonder if my sister is going to think i am stealing her thunder. *shrug* oh well if she does.

mwahahahahahah i am gonna be a mommy. scary thought huh?