Sunday, May 31, 2009

i wish i had a gun

what the fuck am i supposed to do? i feel so weird because i am in an odd situation. i wonder if i can even do this. i mean i don't want to get involved in his side of this, but at the same time i am asking him a lot to do. fuck! fuck! fuckity fuck fuck!! i don't know what to do. i wish i had an instruction book. i don't know what to do. i mean this is something i want, but am i willing to do anything to get it? am i willing to do what it takes? what am i willing to do?

ah!!

i wanna play plants vs zombies and i had to delete it and im trying to download it again but i'm not at home i'm at trixies so i think its going to take a while and i should have just kept it on here but i deleted it because i'm an idiot.

i got really down thinking about all of this and i don't know what to do. i was hoping i could just relax and not think about any of this but i am sitting in trixies trying to think of things to do and i don't know if i can think about anything else.

ahh!!!

i should get going. i guess. i don't know what to do bloggie poo.

i think i can do it. i don't know.

gotta go.

*eternal sad face*

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