Lonely.

I woke up pretty early today, but it sucks because Mom is at work and Dad is driving Face to Kentucky. I don't like waking up and having no one around. I don't really need for people to keep me company, but I like people around just in the house, then I don't feel alone. Even when people are sleeping I don't feel alone.

the f.b. keeps calling. *shrug*

I am so screwed for money and I don't know what the hell is going on with most things that are going on in my life. I am afraid of everything that is happening, like the money situation, probation, and I have to switch therapists because I can't afford the one I have been seeing for like 10 years. Everything is fucked up. I am so afraid of what could happen and what will happen and I don't know what to do about it. I don't know how to fix my money situation or my parents. I am just freaking out about everything.

I miss Hank. It's really starting to bum me out that it has been a year.

gotta go Face is on the phone!