Do I ever write about anything happy?

I am bummed. I had a dream that totally confused me. People in it that I haven't seen in years and part of it was utter beauty. There was a back story about the people in the dream not appreciating their families. This girl I went to school with had a grandfather and she was ignoring him and he just wanted to tell his story. somehow he created a firework that arced into like a rainbow, and their were amazing colors and somehow in this beauty he had pieces that he wanted her to see about his life...and somehow this ended in me trying to buy a prescription in a seedy part of town and the pharmacists and assistants were these hot chicks and all they were trying to do was sell the drugs to me. I had no idea what to ask for and even though I was in a dream of course I didn't have money there either. Then I woke up...? I went to Renaissance Festival with Bex and it was a lot of fun. I will talk about it later, it just sucks right now because I'm sad because they say I might not be eligible for the discount for the prescriptions that I'm getting right now. What am I going to do? I'm on the verge of tears but that could be from the bleeding part. I'm listening to The Bawdy Boys trying to feel better, but I just feel like shit. I can listen to em because I bought both of their CDs this year. I think I'm just gonna watch tv. Peace Out Blog.