bummin

it's so hard having both anniversaries within a week of each other. i miss hank and get very sad, and then i miss grams and its heartbreak all over again. i have been upset, and i am trying to do things to make me happy. i got a new sims game and i was playing that to get my mind off of things. i should really go to sleep soon. i hope i don't miss my psych appointment today. everything has been stressing me out. i think my showering problems and hygiene has to do with hank. i dont want to explain it really just a feeling that i have. i want to ask my doctor about prescribing me a different medication to help me sleep because the one that i am on isn't really working. i should go eat something and then go pass out. mcdonalds breakfast? who knows?