when it rains it pours

money problems suck but my parents are fucked in so many ways. 6 grand for a new furnace. god damn this all sucks

*sigh*

so many decisions to think through. i keep hoping that i am making the right decision. i have people on my side and baby daddy. but i want to make sure that this is for me. i want to make sure that this is what i want and if i can handle it and what i need.

it's such a big change but i think its one i can deal with and live with and be happy with.

i just hope that i can figure out the medication thing or something that i can do so it won't be such a big thing and that i can deal with it when the time comes.

i do have a lot of the decisions made, and i am so happy that i get to do this on my own. i know some of these things might change but that doesn't bother me.

i should finish cleaning right now. grr.

babble later

bye bloggie